Browsing All Posts published on »December, 2012«

Gone Fishin…

December 30, 2012

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I have become awkwardly addicted to online dating this past few days, and i’m not entirely comfortable with it. I’ve not eaten properly, barely washed, and my hair looks like i’ve not left my bed in days. And i’ve not actually had one single flesh based experience yet. This is what’s become of my Christmas […]

Scream & Shout

December 26, 2012

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What’s with all this Christmas smugness? I suppose only happy people feel the need to broadcast their feelings across social networks. The rest of us are too busy venting discreetly. Or silently playing scrooge, simmering in our post-xmas meat sweats. I swear, when i’m actually really so fucking happy that it makes me wanna shout […]

Kill Santa not Trees

December 24, 2012

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What is it about Christmas that brings me out in wet dog scented hives? We all run around spending money we don’t have buying presents for the people we love ┬áthat they’ll hardly ever use. The table gets littered with glitter and paper based crap that ends the day in a bin sack. We cook […]

….and i’m feeling good

December 16, 2012

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Without meaning to sound smug, i’m feeling good. Burning out, viral infection, exhaustion and the ensuing depression kicked the rug outta me for a few weeks and vertically arrested me – but I went there. I switched off the television, rid myself of all work related distractions and faced the rather unpleasant feelings that had […]

New Day, New World

December 13, 2012

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Just a quick one to comment, now that i’m getting some readers (whoop! And thank you – to all 10 of you!) that last night and the last few weeks have been majorly cathartic. I was in a somewhat downbeat headspace (who me?) and actually in the end, and I’ll admit this – I couldn’t […]

15 minutes till the end of the world

December 12, 2012

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I can’t sleep. I feel awful. Shedding the damn layers is a beast of a muther fucker. Who’s stupid idea was it to strip back all distractions and just sit with my feelings? I should never have opened those files on my external hard drive. Diary entries, MSN chats, old conversations with people no longer […]

Inevitably Awful No.5

December 12, 2012

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There is not much to say about this. But I just really hate this advert – and the spoofs are awful. The world can’t even mock it well. “It’s not a journey, every journey ends but we go on. The world turns and we turn with it. Plans disappear, dreams take over. But wherever I […]