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Bleugh. I hate drugs.

May 26, 2013

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Last night was the big hen night. Been planning it for weeks. Being around people who were off their heads, literally falling all over the place, was really hard. MDMA. Not done any since August 31st 2011. Where I cried for 2 days straight after, feeling suicidal and worthless after my breakup with the ex-boyfriend. […]

My therapist said ‘and have you ever thought he’s possibly a bit of a dickhead?’

May 5, 2013

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Yes yes yes, we can all try and do the right thing. And if you’ve been following my story about this guy who I’ve kinda had a bit of a love thing with, you’re probably hoping i’ve just let him go. Knowing, following the regaling of my tales about him, that he’s not ‘the one’. […]

I fell in love with myself, at a sex party

May 5, 2013

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I’ve recently graced my presence at a couple of sex parties. For the sexual elite, the tagline promises. Sexual elite or not, the whole experience has left me marginally more happy. I am more happy. Because I have been touched. Stroked. Kissed. Worshiped. I have fulfilled fantasies beyond my wildest dreams. I have experienced things […]

People are ultimately selfish beings

May 5, 2013

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When you think about it, name a truly self-less person. Your mum? Maybe. Your partner? Then you’re lucky. And one of the few. Every relationship – including friendships – that I can think of, are really rarely coming from a place of selflessness. People are attracted to people by what they can give them. How […]

Oh HELLO HAPPINESS, is that you?

May 5, 2013

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Originally posted on Coco J. Ginger Says:
WARNING. DO NOT READ THIS POST IF YOU ARE 110% HAPPY IN YOUR LIFE. *   *   * HOORAY. HOORAY. HIP HIP FLIPPING YAY! 48 days ago I dragged myself into the Bikram Yoga studio in my neighborhood. I LOVE/HATE Bikram Yoga like a toxic relationship. It…