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You can escape the country….

December 30, 2013


But you can’t escape your mind. I am realising I am not well. Well, the extent to which that is. I am sat in the most beautiful place, one of the most stunning I’ve had the privilage of. And sadness and anxiety keep lapping against me. I feel anxious because I am so low. I […]

Freedom is a state of mind

December 29, 2013


Fully recovered now from jetlag, monkey attacks and a rough second nights sleep that I can only put down to mild anxiety: the inability to leave London behind in mind, and initial backpacker blues – I’ve moved to the other side of the island to a place called Freedom. My hut is right on the […]

Social cleansing… is clearing out the dead wood on facebook going to help?

December 20, 2013


I just work up, it’s 6am and I can’t get back to sleep. I’m trying to approach this mind-spin mindfully, but for the first time in a long time I can’t seem to control the spread of thoughts in my head. They’re filling me up from ear to ear with negativity, paranoia, frustration, repeated questions […]

Post-reiki dreams

December 16, 2013


So three days ago I had my first ever Reiki session, and I was warned that weird things might happen in the following three days now that i’ve had all this release of energy. Nothing crazy has happened if I’m honest, but I must report that every night since Friday (3 nights in total) I […]

I had my first ever session of Reiki today…

December 14, 2013


I need to talk about this properly, and its a little late (2am) and i’m super tired. But the one thing that Heidi did (Heidi just qualified as a Reiki practitioner) is channel into the higher consciousness. The ‘universe’ if you will. She called on her spirit guides and my own higher consciousness and they […]

He’s on my mind… but i’m okay about it

December 11, 2013


Moving on means starting to fancy other people, to feel human again. How is it possible that being broken hearted can disable you from life so badly? This past few months i’ve been depressed, properly low. The kind where you feel disconnected from the universe’s energy. I couldn’t meditate, I couldn’t even ‘conjour’ up love […]

I’m going away soon for 6 weeks of adventure!

December 10, 2013


…. did I mention I was going travelling over the new year, through to February? 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 I’ve started a new blog, just for my travels. It’s not tarted up yet, so I won’t tell you what it is yet… but watch this space. I am expecting all 120 something of you to […]